Monday, February 11, 2008

Time To Stop Again...Forever!


Substance abuse...misuse...makes me so obtuse. Once again the stresses piled up and I turned into that old fiend for one day and one night. I became that rabid Rabbit who just can't quit - who hops into deadly trouble and nibbles away at the protective layer of the psyche like it was the last piece of cabbage in the world, like none of the other rabbits or honey bunnies matter anymore...got lost in the wayward warren, the lair of liars and Rabbit eaters. I became cannibal. I became time bomb. I became bottomless monstrous unfeeling fiend. I became ready to hack off my own tail and sell it as cotton on the black market of my ass. I think I'm back, but I am again so changed. Each time now it seems that I become a stranger and stronger thing - lifted higher than expectation and ready to plunge into courage without limits. I rescued myself from the jaws of the wolves this time, only to deliver myself onto the mercy of sheep. Mbaaaaaaaaa. Do as you will with me – what do I care…I am not dead again. Quickened - and wiser, I refuse to fall again. My sons now men not my only points of light - life itself beckons. How I answer the call now is up to me alone - and it's never been so clear.

8 comments:

Eustache Pinkwood said...

Yesss, he's back. Holy bloody wigwam, that was some time now! That post makes me think that
1) I remember those post-cookie monstered evenings, and I miss it.
2) It's high time we resume modern Budo (i.e: cereal bars that make me fart, tea that makes you horny, bitching on the orange line...).
I can't keep up the good work myself for now, soon maybe.
Long live the midget style!!!

Anonymous said...

that's a funny looking eyeball trick, but it makes me nauseous if I look at it for too long

kitty said...

this journey started with a cowboy junkies song "misguided angel" that reminded me of an old friend so i googled her and found out that she became a poet which she always was and then died a "tragic death" - thats all i could find out... then i started googling all these people from montreal and i found This Magestic open letter of yours which lead me to read every fucking post almost to the word
you Are SOME silly savage Human, Will. thank you for existing!!!!!! you made my otherwise innocent and boring sunday morning come alive with visceral vibrance
love margot

Anonymous said...

the tail cutting you have done, you rabid rabbit seeking refuge among wolf in sheeps clothing, was your own lucky charm in the end. you wear it on a keychain hanging from your hypothetical psyche like a medal of honour; "look what they took from me in the war". honey bunnies have long left their loony toons, walking the streets with clover sticking our of their furry pockets, their only escape.
you have become cannibal, munching on the generic floppy slices of deep-fried patatoe that become us all so very well, envelopping us in a soft layer of jiggly tissue, no issues here, just mistakes.
Your sons, now men are looking up at you with lost eyes and you have to be there to focus back and whisper some words of non-hypocritical advice. Take hold of those poingts of light and let life take you once again. Remember you are mentor, father, brother, son, teacher, and we are all just "they". So take care of that tail keychain and store some psyche cabbage for the winter, you never know when it will come again.

Marty said...

Get off of Facecrack. It's full of shit. Your talents are better suited in this medium. Sometimes I don't go on FB for days just to see if any of my 100+ "friends" will actually message me without my instigation.
Not too many besides the old gang.

Anonymous said...

It's interesting to see just how permeant memory has become in our everyday lives. It seems like everywhere I turn, I see something with a card slot or USB jack, lol. I guess it makes sense though, considering how much more afforable memory has become as of late...

Gahhhh, I shouldn't be moaning and groaning. I can't make it through a single day without using my R4 / R4i!

(Posted from BB for R4i Nintendo DS.)

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